IT HAS BEEN YEARS

WOW!

It has been ages since I have written on here. I have forgotten my password numerous times, but here we are. I honestly don't know where to start from, but I'll be updating you guys on everything that has happened and believe me when I say that a lot has happened.

I confessed my feelings to Elder Graham after I wrote my post on "Meeting Crackers".

Quick disclaimer: I never knew that crack*rs is used as a slur for white poeple. I used it because his last name is Graham and Graham crackers are really popular, so that is what I was thinking when I wrote that.

y, Elder Graham is now engaged to a beautiful lady. Elder Squires is married, the guy that I wrote about whose name starts with the first three letters of my name and ends with a y, the one I said went to my school, the one I had a crush on, passed away due to suicide, and cute guy who I had a crush on and thought he was into me (he wasn't btw) hit on me and I turned him down because I realized that he is not my type and is farthest from what I now look for in a partner.

I am currently dating Rafael, a guy I really like, he is really chill, and he is Jewish and has taught me a lot about his culture and religion. He also has a cat named Chief. Raf is really thoughtful and kind, he cooks for me, and doesn't get upset with me when I get moody or upset. I am so thankful for him.